1/4/11

1/4/11
listening to: Sam Sparro

9:30am-
Alarm.
I'm playing that '10 more minutes' game. That game where you pretend 10 more minutes of sleep is gonna be helpful is some way but really you know if you're just playing it you've already lost.

11:28am-
Talking with Austin about yet another short film idea.
A 'the man who loved flowers' triggered idea.

1:41pm-
Currently sitting in an audio booth talking out the "Never Gonna Give You Up' lyrics. Learning how to do Voice Over recordings.

7:41pm-
Shay thought since no one was gonna be home it would be a good idea to just not lock the door to our apartment.
In New York city.
In Spanish Harlem.
Buh...?!

7:54pm-
Came home and noticed the apartment was noticeably cleaner...!

9:02pm-
"sorry, Jasmin, that it's so messy here. But, you should have seen it yesterday....!"
-Shay, bringing Sherrie and Jasmin home.

11 something..?-
Shay left to go take care of some loose ends....

1:21am-
"here... Know what Jolly Ranchers are...!?"
-Zane (a joke)
"Yes. I know what they are. ....I've just never had one.." -Jasmin (being serious)
"WHHAAATT!??!!"

2:40am-
Roof break. To dark for pictures..

3:01am-
"Hello."
"Hey, can you come down and pay for my cab.."
"Yeah. Just a sec."

5:44am-
"shay... can you write something down for me..?
k.. write 'austins giant script'.... and 'peephole bullseye'. thanks. gdnight.."

6:38am-
I woke up to a quiet television and a flickering candle with vivid memories of brutal dreams...

(((we were all at my texas house (but not our real house) having some kind of party. the duprees and friends of the family were all there.
i was wearing my hunting cap.
i fell asleep and was sleep walking and when i woke up i told my mom and weston what had happened and why i ended up in the shed:

(((the party was going on outside too and i walked out the backdoor and met a redheaded girl, dressed very conservatively and goody-two-shoes like. her grandma was standing near by, so i said something pleasant that the grandma would over hear. she wanted to go to a room but i said it'd be more fun if we we stayed close to the party. more... risky. we snuck off to a shed- dark and dusty but still somewhat attached to the party.
i lifted her up on a chair in the shed.
she was wearing a green skirt.
i knew it was a dream.))))

I woke up standing alone in the corner of the shed. and i wasnt confused as to WHY i was there. just how.

i was feeling weird and confused at this party.

a few more people came over - tiffany was one of them. i went right to her cause i was feeling strange and almost kissed her. but i stopped because jessie and weston and other people were around.

weird things were happening at this big party with a lot of my parents friends.

(((some group of people were trying to attack another group of people. we were harboring the latter.
one of the guys tried to attack me for not letting him into a room. i ran outside. he chased me and tried to hit me. i blocked and knocked him down.
i bent down and grabbed his head and just as i went to slam it into the sidewalk it changed into an empty bottle of grape juice.
i slammed it anyway.
bending it in my hand as i crushed it against the ground several times.
i finally stopped and dropped it and licked a little drop of grape juice that had splashed on my hand.
i felt bad.
sorry for what i did.)))

i woke up knowing it was all just a dream, but noticed that my mouth tasted like grape juice..)))

woke up. for real this time.
the candle is flickering.
my eyes burn.
Shay and Jasmin are talking in the other room.